Saturday, July 02, 2005
todae is a real unlucky dae 4 mi i oso dunno y i fail 2 b a gd sis sia
train spoil... quarrel... no food tt i like n da worse of all is da smart casual thingy...
tml da CYA interview... i hope tt they dun care abt mi dressing
i realli try mi bex liao
i dun hv ani formal top or bottom unless wan mi presentation clothes lar
no jeans no tshirt!! mi whole wardrobe is like decked in these!!
tml i realli worry... mi mum keep tellin mi 2 wear mi short skirt n a norm top
she sae it's ok... bt den i wonder...
i mean at least i made da effort 2 keep away frm jeans material n tshirts
so i hope tt da Changi Airport pple will nt care abt mi dressing lo
pls... pls... pls...
i tml oso dunno wad 2 sae sia...
l8r wen i see them dumbstruck hw??!!
i wonder hw m i goin 2 make it lo
i jux hope tt they realli take mi in... pls!!
all she noe is tt i m 3 yrs older den her n nuthin else
da rest of da things tt i do is jux stupid or lame
she jux find mi idiotic
she dun even call mi jie... she jux call mi full name
i oso dunno hw 2 guide her...
is it alwaes true wen sumbody suddenly bcum pretty n den all da guys flock 2 her den her character will change 4 da worse?? i oso dunno liao
if quote mi sis case den it's veri true
she noes she's pretty bt den i find tt she put being pretty above everything
even more impt den a gd character n studies
i realli giv up hope liao
so damn disappointed
so many times le... i give her chance bt den she alwaes jux throw it away
wen a chance is thrown away it will neber cum bac
i guess i so disappointed is oso cux it's cumulative ba
aiya.. i oso dunno larx..
mayb i in too much stress liao
proj, tests n mi piano n flute exam all cumin at once
i oso dunno wad i tokin abt liao
mayb min is rite... i m idiotic
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